Anyway, as I was thinking about all of this and switching over to help find vendors for my sister's wedding, God used a fb thread with of the possible vendors to remind me of something. He said that they were one of the affordable ones in the industry (quality artists), but they're not for everybody because anything less isn't worth it (he's referring to price). 

As he wrote this it triggered a thought. There are many vendors with a large range of prices, most in the higher ranges, but what he says is true - whatever it is, it's hard work. I'm married to and have many talented friends who do A/V and many other awesome things. I know how much time, energy, and work this takes --- and for cases like my hubs, who also does photog and film, the work goes on after the wedding is over. Hours of editing, esp. for perfectionists like him). So in my tired state, how did my mind wander? (it's awesome that God can speak even to the weary, especially the weary). I was reminded and humbled once again of the miracle that I experienced: God gave me a wedding (and so much more: honeymoon, apartment, a fridge, even furniture! and now, a puppy). 

It's getting late and I know I need to go to bed for work early in the morning, but I wanted to at least put this memory down and also to commit to count my blessings, so I can testify of the many blessings God bestowed and miracles He showed me - someone who had so little faith. After the engagement, I wasn't even planning to get married (with a ceremony + reception)? We were just going to court to be wed, with hopes to save up, so we can celebrate with friends and family later). Yes, God is so good. 

Bear hooked up my old PS2 and helped me find my old memory cards.

Started Kingdom Hearts a long time ago (I still remember being over at Shellyn's and playing late into the night).

I think I got held up on playing all the mini-games right before the final save point. Then, for whatever reason, had to stop. Almost a decade later and I finally finished!